So I rush of uncontrollable feelings?

(19) I just spent the last 3 hours at the gym, but I did creepy things I'm not proud of. Thank god nobody noticed my meanderings! These feelings are getting way out of hand and the place that I'm at doesn't help at all! Everyone seems to be adequately str8 and perfectly "normal." I'm usually not this bad of a person, but this time these feelings got to me :/